This shoe is the perfect Sneaker I've been looking for.
Or even this.

Oh dear oh dear. :( I am also unsure if i should get a Converse or a Vans one.)
Because...

I have a $50 voucher, and i am sure i can use it on Converse, but unsure if i can use if on Vans.
I want to make use of the $50 voucher to get my shoe. or should i not?
Assuming that i am, the possible one that i could get would be the one at Converse, a light grey velcro sneaker, or the same design, but a maroon one(with no lining?!) Or any laced sneaker at Converse, (but I'm looking for something easy to put on).
The Converse Velcro sneakers are the only velcro pairs that i have encounter. But they are not the better looking ones. and the colour? They suckk.

Vans one are so pretty, but i am unsure where to i get them, and what's concerning, also, is that. I may not be able to use the voucher.

These two would be the ideal pair.

Should i get the velcro strap sneakers? Or classic slip on? Or lacey? (slip on with lace) Or the classic converse canvas laced shoe? Converse's slip on are, awful.

I know i am extremely picky. Because i had a lesson on never to buy things on impulse, when i was young. Thus i always make sure i want what i am going to get.

Boo hoo! Wish list. :(

Touch me, I'm sick

I am surprised by myself with the number of online journals i am owning, and the decisions on what to post on which actually.

Yes. Leah.I feel that sometimes i behave exactly like a boy.

Jean begs denim, love will be a life time thing.
Only one person has accesses to most of my journals.
If only all of them are checked everyday. I wonder...

I am also planning to get my tragus pierced again, which on the same day, i'll get an a3 file, which should hold all of my first semester work, and an oversized plastic bag, to fit them and the 3d objects in it, and them, all into a box. Than there's still my room to settle, and the cabinet.

I also need to kill my boredom by getting a job.
Kino/Toysrus/HMV/POPULAR?!
I don't know what else.
No sales, No F&B.
Who would be a perfect company for this? Hmmmm.

Job hunting? Shopping? Piercing? All in a day?

I also need a shoe. A shoe. A shoe. A shoe. Picky Shoe for a pair of picky feet.
I also want to get a jumper/ a short, Denim.
I also want to get a sling bag. Speaking of bags. Let me sort my room first.
I also need a calendar/a phone with organiser, very very very badly.
I need many things.

I feel like vomiting.
What have i done this time?

I guess this is few of my most decent post in forever.(edited with additional text many times)

So, i was aware of the group of boys meeting a few caucasians, Wesley's pm was saying that one of them is Damien Duff. I didn't know him, so i did a research. Indeed he is the new castle's soccer player. Too Bad i'm not a soccer fan, or should i say, lucky i'm not one since i wasn't there!

I wonder its the real him that they met. Or maybe Meow is just making a damn joke. Haha.

Anyway, this is Damien Duff.

Stress level is reaching the highest peak. I don't know why are my eyes so puffy. ):
I've got work to do.

Hehex

Am back from St. John.
Need to tidy myself.

Need to finish my work, and before that, i need a shower.
Photo Montage. :(
Shall be back.

Cannabis

For anyone who will ever miss me during this one day that i will be away to another island. (if anyone reads this)
Haha. I'm not trying to be like one of them(oft), for i dont dress like them much often, and for i looked better than most of them when i am dressed up.(i know, self proclaim.)

I will miss everything here. Esp..... the bed.

^^

Recently am obsessed over this guy?
this guy, this guy? This guy.

This very guy.^^

One that forgets

High Stress Level.

Time Lacking, Sleep Lacking.

Coloured head band, silly holder.

Kurt Cobainn, Cedric Liewww.

AWWWWW

To everyone who manage to make me go ^^ all the while in Instant Messages, and to the people who really care about me. Who really mean it, who really show it.
Made me happy and alive again.

Shasha.^^ I have never met someone like her.I love ShaSha.^^
BrotherRyan, for showing concern, and taking care of us little ones.^^
Winnie, Zaza, for being my other scandal partners.
Stephen, Ren, for always hanging out with me, teaching me new stuffs.
And the rest of 1N for being part of it.

I AM LOVIN 1N, and not forgetting a special someone, "u are one damn sweet girl", said. ^^(L)

School has been stressful. Drawing and illustration class gives me headache.
I'm interested in photography, even knowing the homeworks are not easy, i do them, although i really have to agree the standard are way to high. Which explains how vexed and stress i am, also having to worry about financial problem, and _________________________, and ____. The fact that someone isn't around also adds on.

I'm in such a blogging mood today. I've got more to do. Bye. Reflection(I need to improve on my focus):

:D

the third week of school, and i am currently enjoying each moment untill now. I hope i carry this thinking/feeling with me, till the very last day of school.(:

Hello Minnie. I have been busy.

Met father's friend in school today, what a small world this is. Or is it just singapore. I have been fine.(:

Good Copy Cats

I cannot put down the fact that i have lost my pencil. It's a pencil i used during my Cambridge O Level papers, went through my ridiculous two years of school, and which i plan for it to stick to me till i finish my diploma, and maybe it will bring me to a degree. It is a pencil that Father gave it to me, it is, but my favourite pencil! I pray awfully hard that it is in my student's house. I do not want to lose it, i do not know what other pencil to use.

My Tragus piercing closed, leads me to high misery.

Huge amount of caffeine was consumed during Red Cliff last night, makes me want to pee, even now.

M & N Nails

Oh Man. Min sounded as if i am deciding her life for her. No no, i do not want a repeat of history.
So anyways, I'm still pretty much the same, Simsing, but lesser of it, still tutoring, waiting for school to start, mixed feelings, which i am trying to prevent myself to feel them.

Lunch. What do i want to eat? Where do i want to go than? Just what? Oh Leia.

Min had a weird dream, so did i, mines? Weirder.

I DO NOT WANT TO GO AMKKKKK.

Sia

Isn't, online shopping for like, copycats? Erm, let me be specific. The kind where girls, start their online stores, and be models for their own stalls? Yes, some sells really nice outfit, and dress themselves up nicely, howeverrrrrrrr, some just annoy me, cause the photos really bad, and the dressings are out, and, it just sucks. Well, i don't buy from them anyways. Physical shopping somehow is still better in certain ways.

I'm going to act later, and i'm not in the mood to travel to amk all by myself to teach. Argh.

She's fake in kindness

Said someone whom i re-admire.^^
Which kinda made me "FLY" Yeah. I'm too fly to __ ___!

I actually Miss Minnie.
And i gave Steph a Random Call which totally surprised her! At least she's feeling fine. :D

Gemma

Ah, so i've been neglecting this little space still. Really. Anyways, here i am. Flower dedication to readers.How nice, there are only a few.

Glad to see my really unattending friendster profile to be featured in Steph's corner! (: Means i mean something to her, and she got me presents which she will pass it to me! Unlike someone who didn't pass me the cute Bear pen she got for me! Alright, just kidding.

I'm going to teach. Take care everyone.

I, am, feeling, extremely, unwilling, to, go, over, to, angmokioblk609. ):

Blogs

I'm not a fan of blogs with songs on it, especially the mainstream ones everyones tuning in to, and secondly, they are much disturbance especially if i'm trying to listen hard to my music.

But i had found a blogspot link which shows me differently. A blogger with good taste. She puts up songs/videos on her blog, which never fail to amazes me and makes me want to listen to them. Goody. Okay, maybe there are many others who do so, but i'm just a well's frog. Yes i am.

I'm never really into reading author's journal posting,(although i blog hop, but i'm only interested in the visuals.) especially those overly abstract ones, although i don't post mine in the most straight forward manner either, but i found two which i'm pretty interested to know, and i am even really tempted to befriend one of them.

Ahh. What is life about? I feel suddenly "emo" once again. No good, no good. ):

I realised i have been neglecting this little space. Hope to be back tomorrow!

Leoooooooooooooooooo >.<

I feel really happy that some people share their really embarrassed moment of their life with me, be it some thing really really small and unimportant, or something which has been bothering them for long.

What really upset me was someone i gave my full trust too didn't even tell me something totally natural but embarrassed to be mention. No wonder i was so upset.

I want to thank Min for really being there now at this really crucial stage of my life. Please don't go. (:

Extremes

Its pretty irony now that i think of it. How she put it when i say when i was troubled, and i did communicate with one in the group, but not her.

Later on when i mentioned how much i need to hang out with people, i don't see enthusiasm in any form. Yes I'm a loser for not having much friends, less than 5 i could hang out with.

Miss Siti is getting married, which makes me really really happy for her!

Josh Homme

Weird, how sadness made me feel like puking, as i happened to watch some scenes from Lotr, while my brother was watching the recorded version.

Lately i have been suffering from giddiness whenever i stand after sitting for, the least, 20 minute or so, and there is something living in my nose that is hard and not coming out, and tragus is not fine anymore. ): It was an accident.

Pfffffffffffft.

I was so upset that i felt uncomfortable.

Actually, wouldn't it have been better if it really never ever started? Isn't it more aching that something was once yours and its no longer?

I'm so lethargic. As if without a spirit. All i want is to sleep. And pass time, or maybe even not. I don't know what i want. I know what i want, but i know what i want will never happen. I want to ___ too. Everything _____. I don't even have the energy to teach and just one more will be added to my list.

And adding on the facts that i do not have much friends and having only a few friends whom i can hang out with. Hmmmmm. I don't think i have much to hang out. I want my next to be someone who share a group of common friend with me. I think that would help a much more, and the next to know most, and do most for me. Cause i'm really this fragile piece of glass sheet.

I'm having a headache now. Dave. You there?

Arc in the Sky

What's the use of having internet when they disconnect you when you needed them the most? (The same here, the same in Vietnam) It's as good as none, ain't it? Or worse. Before the advantages of internet were realised, people were living fine too, it's when you find out you could have it, but you don't. That's not a very pleasant happening.

Today/ytd was a pretty fine day. Apart from oily hair, and random tummyache, that i cancelled the day's tutoring.

The dress i had been longing for was bought, after much frightening thoughts that 90% of Singapore's outlet would run out of stock, (according to the lady. okay, i exaggerate.) I manage to get it, hoping the people who bought it will keep theirs at home.

And moderated and accomplished a really lovely braclet!! Thanks to mom too.

An EXCELLENT day with Bub and Blos! (L)

Tragus is fine.

Minnie's Rockerr

Its not an upseting feeling in me. I'm not happy either, more like a sense of relieve. Else i won't be journaling here.

It always kinda affect me, whenever i sign in and the personal message is something else that doesn't concern me at all. Feeling really really small. I can't even be compared to a bunch of Chincillas. But i ain't being negative as i typed these down. I just have a weird feeling i never really felt, yet i felt that i shouldn't bother it much. It isn't butterflies. I don't know what.

Hmm.Smells good. Lunch will be curry later, Mom's. (:

Tragus, tragus, tragus.(;

Paint it black

I understand the butterflies, for i had been through many "butterflies" experiences too. I know why. Let's be positive together for once.

Need to lead a normal enough life.

I want to see it again. :3
Really really cute. Meow.
Two people shocked me from my back today.

Orange Motorhead

Oh Sam, 怎麼今晚不在家? 是不是Mary掛斷你電話?
你那個city還熱鬧吧, 把遭透的情緒給它吧 不可以嗎?
Oh Jane, 怎麼還不接電話? 該不會這麼早就睡了吧?
開著 電視, 你關掉了嗎? 其實只想聽聽你對寂寞的看法。
總覺得沒人了解吧? 所以不回答, 麻木跟著別人流行的步伐。
總覺得沒人理會吧, 所以不說話, 三更半夜精疲力盡不想爭論, 不想回家。
他們說我很情緒化, 我想是因為他們不懂我吧, 懶得去整理他們的想法, 無所謂的樣子, 我不想也罷。

Cameras

My rainbow, the ______girl i want to be, i had totally neglect. The sorriest.
Sorriest not to only the site, but myself in a certain extend, huge.

Was trying out the old SLR at home, lacks film. But i can't totally waste the money on film just for practices.What's more, DSLRs are available now. That is what makes any Tom Dick Harry photography skilled, unlike ancient times. Renting of an average DSLR and a normal lense coming together will be a big hole in the pocket. What's more i would like to rent it for a month or maybe a week.But anyways, i am just going to get a DSLR for myself.Going to start saving soon.

*bro's around and just found a new toy for myself.*

And i want to get myself a Placebo Album actually, and yes, a Placebo Shirt.

And i need much aids on Digital SLR browsing. Let's wait for min to be back if she's willing to help.

And i should go and get some Polaroid films for saving. I thought the news was just some threatening one. Looks like its real.

French french french!

I must learn to paint my nails, one at a time.One by one.Not all at one shot. Leah cannot afford that.

I still demand the dress.Hehe.I dont have girlfriends. ):
I only have mom and emh.

French

Oh dear, i long for french nails. Not the long, high class wannabe looking kind, just short and neat ones. I so want to have them on mine.And to make a successful one, i need tools which i dont know what they are. ):

Want it, fast! Gg solo shopping again later.(:

Finally!

Ah.So hello.(: What a weird timing, where the Sun ray shine into my room.Today is a free day, after two days of tutoring and bits of documents sorting.What else could i be doing, but enjoyment of my favourite computer game? Yeah yeah. Most would probably thought The Sims is but a lame and meaningless game, not so for me. (",)

Why that icon? Just want to be different.Haha.

So its Wednesday again, i wonder if i would remember to tune in to Belinda's programme on Channel U, where Uganda was shown last week.The place amazes me.(:

It takes them 45 minute, to bring coffee making ingredients, in a small cafe. Coffee? D.I.Y. Yeah.Totally amazing.Also, the programme made me change my view on Belinda.

Yes, looks like i'm not exactly paying attention to what i'm trying to write.

And i don't understand, why would i had hurt my hands without myself knowing it, but the pain kinda pleasures me.well, just a little.Not trying to sound hard core or what. But i remember there's someone who share the same kinda pleasure to such pain, i think it's my best partner. We were waiting for other sections of the orchestra to get themselves right, and she was rubbing my bruise for me. ^^

Off to sims again.

Still no mentions of Uganda, am such a procrastinator

Ah.Something that made me happy happened today.(: HooHoo.
Hmm, and i want to own everything that's colourful! ^^

And i have a random urge, to watch the latest animation on screen, starring Jack Black as the voice actor, Kungfu panda. Cause i heard its really really funny.Hmmm.

So I'm going to get myself the dress, hmmmm.Many many things.In wait!

(: Back to sims.

3

Up till now, i have not yet post about The Uganda that i had came across.Seems like there's many things that i want to write about.

Got my photo editing programme.^^ Yeah right, just when i'm busy.

I need to help aunt with documents, mind kids, play sims, write, read, think, feel, sleep, help with chores, attend gigs, own a life, plan, also, this is the first time i'm feeling tired at, 2? left sims willingly cause i want to bid goodbye to online journal, and turn in, and wait for someone's call.

Ahhh.Off to bed.

Loves,
Leah

Argh.I need my Photo editing programme,Argh.Okay.Back to doing my stuffs.Shall update soon.

Always wanted a Best Friend, since i started reading.

Ahh.Hi. Its so cliche I'm going to say this again.This is my official first posting for this link.
I don't even know why do i get myself another online journal.Actually i kinda know, yet find it kinda redundant. I don't know. But blogspot is choosen again, cause, its totally idiot friendly.

Girls in this current age likes to have blogs and publish it to the whole world.I don't.I mean, why have a blog when no one read it right? I want people to read it, people i'm close with, i don't wanna go all famous, and have a blog, and try to be an online celebrity.Who isn't hungry for attention? I need special attentions, not attentions like that. The more you are known, the weaker you are to the others.Well, i repeat, i really really do not want to blog like other bloggers do, and yet, saying this very particular line, makes me feel like one of them, and to add on, it would be really appropriate to add a -.- right here, no? Is that the latest blogging language? I do blog hop. Speaking of blog hopping, it really envies me that some girls have best friend, and its really displayed like how is should be.No, its not in me to follow the trend to get a best friend, instead of that, i choose not to own one.

I long for one, for my whole life, thought i owned, but i was wrong.
But many girls titled their best friends too, simply, trend.Its a trend to own.Cheese.

Back to online fame, yes, all the girls are copy cats.COPY CATS.All they do is imitate.Imitate.Don't they have a teeny bit sense of creativity? Play sims, like leah, and you will be creative.(: [Well, Kidding.]
And who are they copying? Xia Xue.I totally respect her, no matter how coarse her languages are, cause shes one of the first few.Respect to her, plus, her postings are entertaining.And girls really do try to copy her, mean it totally.

And so, i lied, my first posting, or my first official posting, doesnt consist any Uganda content, well, apart from 7 words before.

Cliche

Hi.This is really a cliche and cheesy thing to do, but hi again, this is my first blog entry for this very link, well, i wish for a happy start, though i will still keep my misery past very close to me.(: