I hate it when people release so much of their personal life on net, AND, publicising them. Its, dumb. Don't implicate me in this whole Sh*t. Thankyou.

I'm undecided about you again

I'm a weak Year 2... Only for Semester 1 which was already over. I'll be a stronger Year 2 this coming semester. I shouldn't be cocky. Cause i don't want a need to dig a hole to hide myself in it. I'll work hard. I'll feed myself with knowledge.

Room sorting with company of Fiona.

Oh here i am, being distracted by the amazing world of net, or is it because the tidying is boring me too much? Man. More like stressing. I feel like taking a nap. That's how much of a pig i am. I'll go sit on my bed and decide what to turn my room into for now.

I want to get a Black Cami Top. But ok, macbook > anything, i guess?

Just had a call as reminder for tomorrow's facial appointment. I postponed it.

My research skill is pretty bad. :/

Sigh, indeed life is full of ups and downs. Life is, Life...

PS Im so bored i finished reading every single post on my fb wall. Omg.

Pissy

When i'm feeling down, what i like to do is laze in bed all day, especially if i have nothing particularly important to do.

And it ain't your f**king Biz.

The holidays

I envy people with nice eyes, like big eyes, that go awesome without make up too. Not implying that i hate my eyes, but i never feel much secure when i leave my eyes without the frames, or the lines. Pretty saddening eh. I guess i need to do more trimmings to my brows. The holidays are here, and it is also time to buck up my skills. I tried a little last night, and i hope it will bring me good progress.

I think i am going for a swim with myra and brandon.

I certainly have my own ways on deciding what to include in which journal.

Coraline on thursday!

Not about love - Apple

Regarding the previous post, it meant, in future, i would like to be, either, a singer in a small pub, a local station Dj, perhaps an actress, or an art teacher, freelance designer, or any interesting freelance job that is design/art/media related. I wouldn't mind being a model at all(if i'm a qualified one), but the whole bikini/dress less idea to the public isn't what i'm really comfortable with, not forgeting the catwalking in heels on platforms.

Right now i ought to be a dilligent design student.

This is kind of random, but i would like to have a small space of coziness all to myself. ^^

Just some thoughts i have here.

Occupation

Singer
Dj
Teacher
Actress
Designer

Design student for now.

ISP : Celebration

Good Afternoon? Good Afternoon. :)

I'm busy with the new application on facebook. Thanks to Jun. Haha. Now i should get back to work.

The weather is pretty weird today. On and off.

Hmmm. I just want to post an entry here. Cause i feel rainbow-ish. Haha.

Its afternoon no more. Good evening. I hope things turn out fine. :)

Ps Less is More.

Nightmare

Initially i had a really random idea of putting up some random facts about myself right here, because on the way home i was really bored.

But now i am going to talk about a dream i had while having a nap.
Dad finally conclude to getting me a macbook. So we happily paid the fella, and when i got home, the macbook was actually a window!! WE GOT CON!!!! I woke up thinking the dream was real, untill mom asked me if i wanted to have dinner or not. Gosh.

Terrible nightmare!!!

I think i need to take a break from my project, i need to refresh my brain. I had too much red bull.

Does anyone still read this site?

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I really really want a macbook, and if possible, and iphone :D

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Whatever

My lifestyle is totally screw up already. I sleep at the wrong time, work at the wrong time.

Last night/morning, i had a dream. The dream involves buses, rock stars, me trying, me being left out, and also involved a very sweet guy who was there for me at the end of the day, when i felt that there is no one in the world i could relate to. Is it real? Tired.

Its like a Dave thing again, but its someone else apart from Dave, and why isn't the feeling as strong? So its me? Or, "Dave replacement"?

I miss writing, and i am really really hungry now.

I'm so hungry right now, i feel like eating my hamster? Haha!

No, actually, i'm just really hungry, and my hamster just look really cute. Its like a wrong kind of satisfaction. Hmmm. Satisfaction. Nice song.

My hamster is growing pretty fast, and i think i would like to save up and get her a pretty plastic cage eh?

I just realise the lastest pictures i post up here involve sunglasses, one which i gave it to my boy.

I miss my boy. I wish he is here to play with Marjorine.

Damn i'm really really hungry.

Need to work on ISP. Yup.

Need to be happy. I have plenty in mind i think.

Sisters

Hey, thats my sunshine. (:
She is my yellow, she is unable to make my weird feeling of insecurity away(which i had cut down alot), but she always makes me feel better.
She taught me alot, which, of course, i helped myself too.

Tomorrow is always a better day whenever she is around. (:

I love fashion but fashion will never take over me.
I love minn and junn. ^^

Sweaty palms, ew.

Hi, this is myself, with my room, my little cozy zone.
I've got a few situation to handle, and am pondering over a few things. :(

Speaking of my room, there, there. Its time i sort them out in the best position ever. (I hope.)

I'm also currently facing a problem when i am suppose to attend a friend's party, themed black/white dress. I have a black dress, but its too ugly. I also have a baby doll black top that looks kinda decent, but it seemed too casual to go with anything. :( Mommy isn't exactly fond of me getting a new little black dress because she knows i am a boy most of the time.My current solution is to borrow something from Cousin Pris. I hope i manage to get something from her which will solve this problem of mine.

Yet secretly it would please me if its possible for me to get a little black dress, a sexy black heels, some make up tools like eye shadows, dark coloured lip stick, and a bottle of nice smelling perfume.

I wasn't like that. I couldn't care much about heels or slapping powder on face, i just wanted to be myself, even if i couldn't fit in. I didn't need much fanciness back than. Not that i'm trying to fit in now, But, I guess its the self loving part? Thats making me over material and all that? It sounded so wrong that i am all over material and whats not, but, isn't that who i am told to be? Yes, i've lost my character i guess. Thank you to everyone who contributed. The goods and the bads. This is what i've been pondering about.

Had a shopping session with Mommy today, got myself a boy cut undie(yeah). My mom did my hair great yesterday. I'm loving it. We also found a slip on which might be to my liking. It's really great to enjoy some of the time with my mom right before my last week of holiday ends. (:

Anyway, i also just got myself two Sex band. Thicker than the usual ones i wore. I will carry on to add on to my collection of black bands on my arm, providing these thick ones won't break.

Who reads this still anyway? I also realised i haven't been bloggin much, ever since i started to thnk through the whole frigging life thing.