Josh Homme

Weird, how sadness made me feel like puking, as i happened to watch some scenes from Lotr, while my brother was watching the recorded version.

Lately i have been suffering from giddiness whenever i stand after sitting for, the least, 20 minute or so, and there is something living in my nose that is hard and not coming out, and tragus is not fine anymore. ): It was an accident.

Pfffffffffffft.

I was so upset that i felt uncomfortable.

Actually, wouldn't it have been better if it really never ever started? Isn't it more aching that something was once yours and its no longer?

I'm so lethargic. As if without a spirit. All i want is to sleep. And pass time, or maybe even not. I don't know what i want. I know what i want, but i know what i want will never happen. I want to ___ too. Everything _____. I don't even have the energy to teach and just one more will be added to my list.

And adding on the facts that i do not have much friends and having only a few friends whom i can hang out with. Hmmmmm. I don't think i have much to hang out. I want my next to be someone who share a group of common friend with me. I think that would help a much more, and the next to know most, and do most for me. Cause i'm really this fragile piece of glass sheet.

I'm having a headache now. Dave. You there?

Arc in the Sky

What's the use of having internet when they disconnect you when you needed them the most? (The same here, the same in Vietnam) It's as good as none, ain't it? Or worse. Before the advantages of internet were realised, people were living fine too, it's when you find out you could have it, but you don't. That's not a very pleasant happening.

Today/ytd was a pretty fine day. Apart from oily hair, and random tummyache, that i cancelled the day's tutoring.

The dress i had been longing for was bought, after much frightening thoughts that 90% of Singapore's outlet would run out of stock, (according to the lady. okay, i exaggerate.) I manage to get it, hoping the people who bought it will keep theirs at home.

And moderated and accomplished a really lovely braclet!! Thanks to mom too.

An EXCELLENT day with Bub and Blos! (L)

Tragus is fine.

Minnie's Rockerr

Its not an upseting feeling in me. I'm not happy either, more like a sense of relieve. Else i won't be journaling here.

It always kinda affect me, whenever i sign in and the personal message is something else that doesn't concern me at all. Feeling really really small. I can't even be compared to a bunch of Chincillas. But i ain't being negative as i typed these down. I just have a weird feeling i never really felt, yet i felt that i shouldn't bother it much. It isn't butterflies. I don't know what.

Hmm.Smells good. Lunch will be curry later, Mom's. (:

Tragus, tragus, tragus.(;

Paint it black

I understand the butterflies, for i had been through many "butterflies" experiences too. I know why. Let's be positive together for once.

Need to lead a normal enough life.

I want to see it again. :3
Really really cute. Meow.
Two people shocked me from my back today.

Orange Motorhead

Oh Sam, 怎麼今晚不在家? 是不是Mary掛斷你電話?
你那個city還熱鬧吧, 把遭透的情緒給它吧 不可以嗎?
Oh Jane, 怎麼還不接電話? 該不會這麼早就睡了吧?
開著 電視, 你關掉了嗎? 其實只想聽聽你對寂寞的看法。
總覺得沒人了解吧? 所以不回答, 麻木跟著別人流行的步伐。
總覺得沒人理會吧, 所以不說話, 三更半夜精疲力盡不想爭論, 不想回家。
他們說我很情緒化, 我想是因為他們不懂我吧, 懶得去整理他們的想法, 無所謂的樣子, 我不想也罷。

Cameras

My rainbow, the ______girl i want to be, i had totally neglect. The sorriest.
Sorriest not to only the site, but myself in a certain extend, huge.

Was trying out the old SLR at home, lacks film. But i can't totally waste the money on film just for practices.What's more, DSLRs are available now. That is what makes any Tom Dick Harry photography skilled, unlike ancient times. Renting of an average DSLR and a normal lense coming together will be a big hole in the pocket. What's more i would like to rent it for a month or maybe a week.But anyways, i am just going to get a DSLR for myself.Going to start saving soon.

*bro's around and just found a new toy for myself.*

And i want to get myself a Placebo Album actually, and yes, a Placebo Shirt.

And i need much aids on Digital SLR browsing. Let's wait for min to be back if she's willing to help.

And i should go and get some Polaroid films for saving. I thought the news was just some threatening one. Looks like its real.

French french french!

I must learn to paint my nails, one at a time.One by one.Not all at one shot. Leah cannot afford that.

I still demand the dress.Hehe.I dont have girlfriends. ):
I only have mom and emh.

French

Oh dear, i long for french nails. Not the long, high class wannabe looking kind, just short and neat ones. I so want to have them on mine.And to make a successful one, i need tools which i dont know what they are. ):

Want it, fast! Gg solo shopping again later.(:

Finally!

Ah.So hello.(: What a weird timing, where the Sun ray shine into my room.Today is a free day, after two days of tutoring and bits of documents sorting.What else could i be doing, but enjoyment of my favourite computer game? Yeah yeah. Most would probably thought The Sims is but a lame and meaningless game, not so for me. (",)

Why that icon? Just want to be different.Haha.

So its Wednesday again, i wonder if i would remember to tune in to Belinda's programme on Channel U, where Uganda was shown last week.The place amazes me.(:

It takes them 45 minute, to bring coffee making ingredients, in a small cafe. Coffee? D.I.Y. Yeah.Totally amazing.Also, the programme made me change my view on Belinda.

Yes, looks like i'm not exactly paying attention to what i'm trying to write.

And i don't understand, why would i had hurt my hands without myself knowing it, but the pain kinda pleasures me.well, just a little.Not trying to sound hard core or what. But i remember there's someone who share the same kinda pleasure to such pain, i think it's my best partner. We were waiting for other sections of the orchestra to get themselves right, and she was rubbing my bruise for me. ^^

Off to sims again.

Still no mentions of Uganda, am such a procrastinator

Ah.Something that made me happy happened today.(: HooHoo.
Hmm, and i want to own everything that's colourful! ^^

And i have a random urge, to watch the latest animation on screen, starring Jack Black as the voice actor, Kungfu panda. Cause i heard its really really funny.Hmmm.

So I'm going to get myself the dress, hmmmm.Many many things.In wait!

(: Back to sims.

3

Up till now, i have not yet post about The Uganda that i had came across.Seems like there's many things that i want to write about.

Got my photo editing programme.^^ Yeah right, just when i'm busy.

I need to help aunt with documents, mind kids, play sims, write, read, think, feel, sleep, help with chores, attend gigs, own a life, plan, also, this is the first time i'm feeling tired at, 2? left sims willingly cause i want to bid goodbye to online journal, and turn in, and wait for someone's call.

Ahhh.Off to bed.

Loves,
Leah

Argh.I need my Photo editing programme,Argh.Okay.Back to doing my stuffs.Shall update soon.

Always wanted a Best Friend, since i started reading.

Ahh.Hi. Its so cliche I'm going to say this again.This is my official first posting for this link.
I don't even know why do i get myself another online journal.Actually i kinda know, yet find it kinda redundant. I don't know. But blogspot is choosen again, cause, its totally idiot friendly.

Girls in this current age likes to have blogs and publish it to the whole world.I don't.I mean, why have a blog when no one read it right? I want people to read it, people i'm close with, i don't wanna go all famous, and have a blog, and try to be an online celebrity.Who isn't hungry for attention? I need special attentions, not attentions like that. The more you are known, the weaker you are to the others.Well, i repeat, i really really do not want to blog like other bloggers do, and yet, saying this very particular line, makes me feel like one of them, and to add on, it would be really appropriate to add a -.- right here, no? Is that the latest blogging language? I do blog hop. Speaking of blog hopping, it really envies me that some girls have best friend, and its really displayed like how is should be.No, its not in me to follow the trend to get a best friend, instead of that, i choose not to own one.

I long for one, for my whole life, thought i owned, but i was wrong.
But many girls titled their best friends too, simply, trend.Its a trend to own.Cheese.

Back to online fame, yes, all the girls are copy cats.COPY CATS.All they do is imitate.Imitate.Don't they have a teeny bit sense of creativity? Play sims, like leah, and you will be creative.(: [Well, Kidding.]
And who are they copying? Xia Xue.I totally respect her, no matter how coarse her languages are, cause shes one of the first few.Respect to her, plus, her postings are entertaining.And girls really do try to copy her, mean it totally.

And so, i lied, my first posting, or my first official posting, doesnt consist any Uganda content, well, apart from 7 words before.

Cliche

Hi.This is really a cliche and cheesy thing to do, but hi again, this is my first blog entry for this very link, well, i wish for a happy start, though i will still keep my misery past very close to me.(: