I'll have to admit the boyish side of me is getting lesser and lesser each day, and i put the responsibility on the phase to near adulthood.

I'm still trying to escape entering this stage, but i supposed i'll have to face it, don't i?

I'm am eventually going to become someone i do not want to, but there is one thing i discover.

A happy girl is a superficial girl, and by superficial, there is alot of level of it.

I am hungry now, and what is important is to satisfy my hunger. It is not the same several years ago.

Simplicity

This is me with my new hairrrrr. I look younger right? Loving this hair so far, thou it's only a day old. Got this hair cut in celebration of October! My favourite month! I have plans to dye it red, but worried it is too loud for my current job :( Talking about jobs, i've been procrastinating to find a more stable job, say an art studio. Sigh. Lazy, lazy.

I've been good. Less of an emotional girl. I have a few wishes, it will sound really cheezy, but here it goes. Apart from having a tight relationship with the family, i wish they will really be accepting of who i am, who i am going to be. I wish for great health for the people i love, wish for a smooth ride in relationship, and wish for sincere friendship in the friends i have faith in. And of course, career, i wish i can do what i love everyday, and find a job with stable pay job soon enough.

I have change, i know, change is constant still.

My hair is in shades of brown right now. Rare.

The nails have grown long, and it is annoying the hell out of me. Speaking of the nails, i haven't paint them for quite awhile.(Is a habit) The chipping nail polish works as reminder to myself when was the last time i cut my nails.

My hair changed, my habit changed, everything changes.

And it is the only constant.

NEWWWW!

Hi, this is me in my room, after a week or so from Bangkok.

-Edit resume for further job search(at least one art studio job)

-Pack my room!!!!

-Sketch book from Muji

-Start on fashion project

-include sketching/designing & sewing

(simple sewn top to match with leggings)

START NOW MISS LEAH!!!!!!

Goodnight, and i will make sure i smile to sleep.

July 2011

This is myself, on a flight, towards Bangkok, Thailand, around a week or so ago.

It is also the first time i am on an airplane without the presence of either my parent.

Now that the grad show is over, the holiday trip is over, its time to stop bumming(so much) and get a (part-time)job. Okay, actually the plan for self goes like this. I try out a few art studio, to get more experience on art teaching, and also perhaps a better chance for better timetable. Anyway I'm asked to go down for a sort of interview tomorrow, so here are the things i need to sort before tomorrow.

-nailpolish free nails

-hair need to be parted nicely to cover up inappropriate dye

-semi smart dressing

-my "portfolio" (which is my A to Z book)

-my CV! (Might need to print at Dad's office before the interview)

But i am so distracted right now, oh god.

Now, things i need to do by this week (I hope)

-PACK MY ROOM!!!!

-Have a good talk with a friend

-Meet up with someone i haven't in awhile

My clothes are getting out of hand, i need prolly another rack or so to place them properly, not too much for a request ain't it?

Before i forgot, good luck to self tomorrow, Leah!

Wednesday at home with Sabbath and Cartoon Shows

Due to the Integrated Studio Project i'm currently working on, for three weeks, There are no classes on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, well, just for 3 weeks actually. After the 3 weeks will be The internship. Speaking of that, i really hope i can get the one i am trying to get. I better send a message, before i forgot. What a huge load of stones.

....Alright, message was sent, i'm really worried, i hope i'll get a positive reply soon. I feel like i have so much going on in my head!

Anyhow, i have almost forget about this journal site, until i decided i would like to do an entry posting that is nothing negative, just neutral. This site always surprises me once in a while what decent nonsense i am able to come up with.
Oh, back to a free Wednesday afternoon, i really enjoyed staying at home alone, watching some children cartoon myself!! I really love watching cartoons! and i love children stories! Which is maybe why i wanted to be a children illustrator, and come up with a story book. Oh well. Apart from that, my fingers are also hurting, because i have been practicing with Sabbath!! Sabbath is a lovely guitar that Jolene got it for me for my 21st birthday. That must be the most awesome part of my birthday, i didn't actually celebrate much.

Watched some love movies few nights ago, remembered how awesome '50 1st dates' with Drew Barrymore and Adam Sandler was!
Anyway, the hair has been chopped off.

tongue stud

The above picture might tell how i feel about this holiday most of the time? I guess?

That was an excuse, i just want to mention something slightly "in the real world" more than i usually was. Thus this chosen site.

It was a Public Holiday and thus i decided to gather some of the people i grew up with, to spend some time together. It was a tough job, but surprisingly it went on.

Kite flying, Marina Barage. Definitely more than a century ago since the last one. Dad made some awesome kites, and i decided to add colours to them.

Venue was Mega Packed, I even met someone i wasn't sure i want to see ever, ever again.

I later met the senior guy whom made this little island whatever it is today, i saw a rainbow, the brightest moon ever(special likings for werewolves).

Around there, it was a coincidental day. I could have wrote better, but i guessed the mood vanished.

Tata.